we started back with the activity again, and for the past few weeks, we've been adding a relationship. relationships give us a point of view of the partner, and this usually brings a lot of life into the contact. one thing we always have to keep in mind is to work off behavior rather than circumstance. by crafting a circumstance, we have a tendency to see them go a certain way, where we should just be using them for the first moment and have the exercise go wherever it wants to go.
i feel like it's also hard for me to be vulnerable in the exercises, at first i thought it was just because maybe i'm not believing in the circumstances that i've created, but i think another part is that i don't like being vulnerable in general, i like to be in control. to become a better actor, i need to be able to lose this control and not be afraid of where it might take me.
i also notice my blog is called daily dose of justice, when it's more like monthly doses of justice. i'll try to blog more, and perhaps about other stuff than acting. i do have some random thoughts on my other blog (xanga) but xanga is dying and what not.